Chillum Dreams

Are you friend or are you foe
Ghost from the past who won’t leave me alone
I’m lost, senseless, got nowhere to roam
So many faults, too many mistakes, one day too must I grow

My heart and soul I no longer own
Trusted them to the one I loved and used to know
Now I drag myself through life but I feel much too empty
Found out the hard way that of such gift and trust you weren’t worthy

Fighting and striving, wanting to be known
Yet no one will ever have an image of you quite like my own
See, to me you were already shining brightly to eternity
Blinded by love I failed to see that we were never meant to be

Soon another battle I will have to fight
So happy, so scared to read your message tonight
I’m tired, stoned, I think of you and I can’t sleep
Sometimes I curse this feeling for being so deep

Already too late, I’ve made up my mind
I will love you forever but tonight I kiss you goodbye
You stole my heart and soul and that I can never forgive
Heartless and soulless...You’ve left me with nothing to give

Chillum dreams and twisted vibes
Never could read in between the lines
Best if you focus on plain black and white
I too would live in ignorance,
And forever forget you sight

Cold Town

This is the cold part of town
Where devils are bold
And soul lovers frown

This is the dark side of the city
Where dogs dare not bark
And hope dwells in self pity

This is the place where all the wretched go
Where passengers go out on a blaze
But always say it ain’t so

No, this is not you, this is not your scene
But all of this is new and vaguely obscene
Look at all the colors, look at all the light
Look how they swallow you, so shalllow
Forever out of sight

Follow the light, swallow the light
Nothing will ever shine so bright

So they’ll say and so you’ll hear
‘Til one day you watch it all disappear
For the light was an illusion, reality is black
The darkness consumed everything
And you will never have it back

But this is not you, this is not your scene
and all of this is new and vaguely obscene
Look at all the colors, look at all the light
Look how they swallow you, so shalllow
Forever out of sight

Follow the light, swallow the light
Nothing will ever shine so bright

Where’s the light? Fading, it’s fading
You’re caught between racing and pacing
You sway, but all you ever say
Is somebody’s always getting in your way
Somebody’s always getting in your way

This is the cold part of town
Where devils are bold
And soul lovers frown

This is the dark side of the city
Where dogs dare not bark
And hope dwells in self pity

This is the place where all the wretched go
Where passengers go out on a blaze
But always say it ain’t so

This is your home
Where you’re always surrounded
Feeling alone